CONTENT WARNING: Contains themes of self-harm and mental illness
 
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Getting back out there could mean consequences, both good and ugly. I've seen ugly. But on this side of paradise, I've also seen good.

Loss is no stranger to Sam Cardiff, having lost his grandpa and ex-girlfriend. Now, three years later as a med student, he's confident life is getting back on the right track—until his cat is the victim of a hit and run. Haunted by shame and memories of bad decisions, Sam finds himself in a numbing downward spiral of drinking.

Amidst his grief, he meets optimistic, down-to-earth surfer Gracie Goldstone, and a spark ignites. As they grow closer, Sam learns her past isn't as bright as he imagined. Gracie's has seen beauty but is also raw – as is the shocking truth Sam discovers about them both, forcing him to the edge of faith. He's back in a bad place, but this time it's much darker. To overcome, he will have to embrace what it means to love and be loved.

Set in Melbourne, this contemporary novel is Campbell Anderson's debut and deals with themes of grief, mental illness, the supernatural, Christian faith, family and relationships.
 
"The romance between the two main characters...was raw and undeniably sweet...Their relationship is such a strong aspect of this storyline and Campbell did a great job of capturing those feelings of love." - @george_and_jem_reads, Bookstagrammers
 
"I thoroughly enjoyed the tone of the book; I found it very hard to put down and finished it in just three sittings. The plot is well-paced, though at first it may seem a bit jumpy between scenes. However, this clever structure all boils down to the author's genius and will make sense when more is revealed about Sam. Campbell has a beautiful way with words and the book is filled with so many amazing analogies." - @brydzandherbooks, Bookstagrammer
 
"...this isn't your typical romance. It's sweet and sorrowful, with moments that melt your heart followed by ones that bring you to tears... this novel offers a powerful and deeply moving exploration of mental health - how negative thoughts can take hold, and the healing strength that faith can bring." - Charlotte Lobb, author (Hannah and Huia)